anger

i was angry and temperamental today. Even burnt my finger on the milk frother. i was in a dark cloud mood and exploded when the slightest thing was imperfect. These shitty people that continue to mill around you and expect you to put on a smile not knowing that you cant and should not smile. Next time someone gives me a doomsday look - I WILL NOT ever again think in my mind "What's wrong with these ppl and their glum looks??!!" because i do not know what they have gone through the whole day. They could have just been in emergency with their loved ones still in surgery, they could received dismal news about their medical condition... empathy is what they require. And i definitely do not expect them to smile during a time like that. There is a time to grief and a time to smile. It is my time to grief and i just want to hate everyone at this point in time so just f off and let me be. i was sad and now im angry so just let me be.